Monday, 17 July 2017

HIATUS

Assalamualaikum and very good morning everyone !!



I know i've been in super duper long hiatus. It's one year and one month isn't it? I'm feeling sorry for myself and also to you guys(reader), if any. But, don't worry i'll tell what had happened in this one year and one month in this post together with the picture, also if any haha. This post might be long and super duper boring if i must say, i might need to refer to my twitter, because twitter holds more secret haha. So kita ikut kronologi la ehh, sambung from the last entry yang setahun lepas tadi tu haha. Ok let's start !!

So what was the previous entry talked about? Oh yeah, i was waiting for my 3rd year result. I was still in Bandung at that time. So apa jadi actually dengan result tu? Alhamdulillah, i passed all the papers and no need to resit for any of it. Time tu kan dah beli flight tiket balik Malaysia, gelabah tu lebih la sikit sebabnya, kalau kena resit paper dah kena change date. Nak tukar flight date kena bayar lagi. Mana nak cari duit, nak. So yeah, i am back for good :)

Oh tapi sebelum tu, sebenarnya masa tunggu result 2 minggu tu, i went to Bali actually hahaha. Did i told you guys? Rasanya tak pernah bagitahu haha. I've prepared another entry for that but yeah procrastinating at its best. Insyaa Allah i'll try to finish it within these 2 weeks.

We (me and Ku) decided that closing eyes in the new trend.

Greasy face of us yang baru lepas habis final paper terus ambik flight pergi Bali.

Kechak dance

Paragliding. I dont know who's up there because it's too high haha

Sea walking

Water blow

This is Tanah Lot if i'm not mistaken haha

Ini tak tahu la patung apa. But yeah, Bali has a lot of religious place. All places hold religious meaning.

Dah balik Malaysia, memang banyak duduk rumah je. Jarang sangat keluar. Iftar dekat luar pun jarang. Memang jimat duit betul la ni. Ok now i forgot what happen lepastu hahhaa. Anyway it feels good to be back for good. 3 years abroad definitely enough for me. And personally i dont want to go back to that place. Why? Simply because aku tak la suka sangat dekat sana. Maybe because banyak sangat kenangan pahit dekat sana. So yeah trauma. Pengalaman pahit apa? Along 3 years, dah pernah rasa kena left by someone, had a terrific journey masa pergi Ujung Genteng, rumah kena pecah, almost kena pick-pocket, pernah tengok org mengamuk baling batu baling parang and so much more. Masa rumah kena pecah tu, i was the first person who saw it, i had to report it to the police because sbb aku saksi pertama, being ignored by the policeman there, i got insomnia for 3 months straight. I cant fall asleep if everyone in the house sleeping. Selalunya kalau aku nak tidur sangat aku make sure there is someone in the house yang belum tidur, itupun tengah malam aku akan terbangun. Those were my dark times that i dont want to remember. I had never felt safe there.

Ok enough for that hahaa. Kan taknak ingat dah. Raya comes shortly after that.

Muka aku macam telur i dont care haha. Try cari gambar yang cantik tapi takde lol. Ini kampung belah ayah.

Ini kampung belah ibu. There should be ramai lagi cousin2, but yeap kitorg je yang gila camera haha

Try to look decent enough

Kan dah cakap gila camera

Kain baju tu is payung like, mean it's a lil bit tight at thigh and flare down. But yeah i managed to climb the tree.


After raya, (ok this is the most exciting part haha) we, as in me and Dadok went to Australia. Haaa finally after a long wayy planning for this, it comes to reality haha. I wont story much about our trip in this post, i'll prepare another entry special for this. Yeah same, hope to finish it as soon as possible haha. Kitorang masa tu seminggu, duduk dekat rumah sewa Jawa, kitorang tak pergi banyak tourist attraction place, we try to be a local here not a foreigner haha. Tapi everyday tu memang akan pergi satu tempat. Oh lupa kitorang sewa kereta kat sini. Personally i like Australia better than Bandung. This based on the weather, environment, people, daily activities and cleanliness. Semua orang tahu aku tak suka tempat yang crowded, yang kotor, semua orang tahu aku suka scenery, tempat-tempat yang tak crowded yang udara fresh, so Bandung tu memang dah jauh panggang dari ayam haha

KLIA2. Look how confident we are when Jawa said, 'sini dah tak sejuk dah. Takyah bawak baju sejuk pun takpe'.

Touched down. SEJUK NAMATEYY

Breakfast in between buildings and the ocean.

I'm in the middle.

UQ tour is about to begin.

Missing Aina in the pic. She was the one who took the picture.


Trip Australia ni pun memang dah bajet trip habis dah hahaha. Kitorang hari-hari masak, kalau nak keluar kitorang bawak bekal tau haha. Cuma ada la macam beli air semua. Pastu makan dekat The Shalom tu, Amin belanja kakakakkaa. Berani dia tak belanja aku, aku balik report dekat Pak Ngah, aku dah bawak kuih raya dia kot haha. Oh sebenarnya masa dekat airport baru sampai tu, tengah tunggu luggage sekali tahu tak, luggage aku sangkut lol. Luggage aku dah sampai NZ kakakaka, so sehari la tak de baju segala. Jawa bawak aku pegi Coles (it's a supermarket, macam Giant la tapi lagi power), aku beli la baju kat situ. Macam drama sikit ah.

Tu malu ke tidur?


Ok balik dari Australia tu memang dah kena prepare nak start sem baru dekat HUKM. Yes everyone, now aku dekat HUKM. Already completed 1 year, so another 2 more. Masuk HUKM hujung bulan 8, we had some orientation, tapi tak la macam orientasi sekolah tu. Just dengar a few speeches and all done. Dah ready nak dengar kisah tonggang terbalik dekat HUKM ni? Kalau naik kapal agaknya dah karam.

Flashmob team yang tak tau macam mana tetiba termasuk team ni lol


Kitorang (the UNPAD batch) masuk HUKM as a 3rd year student. Dalam erti kata lain, kitorang ulang balik 3rd year. Kalau dekat UNPAD 3rd year tu masih teori, dekat HUKM 3rd year dah masuk klinikal. Jadilah kami, student clinical 3rd year. Third year ada 4 posting sahaja which are INTERNAL MEDICINE, JKM (some kind of public health), SURGERY AND O&G. Malas nak tulis O&G pepanjang sebab nanti kena check spelling. Aku start dengan JKM, the honeymoon posting la bak kata orang. Tapi percayalah cakap gue, apa-apa posting kau yang pertama akan jadi posting yang paling susah dalam hidup korang sebabnya dia posting pertama clinical years kau. Apalah sangat yang kau tahu.

Asal gambar ni shaking?! Lantak situ malas nak cari gambar lain

Posting JKM ni best bagi aku sebab aku boleh main volleyball petang-petang. Bukan sebab takde benda nak buat, kalau ikut banyakbenda nak buat tapi sbb kau bawah asrama ada tapak parking yang luas so kau pun bebas berlari sini-sana. Kalau dekat Midah, parking kau tu berbumbung, belum sempat bola tu projectile motion dah terlanggar bumbung. Haa over aku. Plus aku boleh joging petang-petang sebab kawasan asrama tu dalam kawasan kampung so kalau joging situ takdelah asik rasa nak tercampak bila lori hantu lalu sebelah. And another thing yang aku suka is, bila dekat JKM, tak duduk HUKM, kena pergi Beranang for 7 weeks. Beranang ni is ery quiet, calm and peace, opposite dengan hectic, busy HUKM tu. So again, me being me, aku suka Beranang lebih la.

Pergi buat survey to each house panas-panas.

Intervention day.

Aktiviti sampingan JKM ialah panjat Bukit Broga.

Just want to show the Beranang environment.

Posting kedua aku ialah Internal Medicine (medical) aka posting paling susah dalah hidup. Apa yang susah, susah la sebab ada banyak ward, sakit kaki woo nak pusing semua ward hari-hari. Kat ward buat apa? Buat la apa yang boleh. Posting medical ni jadi best sebab supervisor aku best. Kenapa best? Sebab dia baik, bijak, berjaya, cantik, lembut, very affectionate person, tak pernah marah, tegur secara paling berkesan, dan suka sangat teaching ikut western style. I like it. Bukan nak cakap cara kita belajar salah. Tapi tengok la orang putih kalau mengajar mana ada nak marah-marah dia tegur secara berkesan. supervisor aku pernah jadi clinical lecturer dekat John Hopkins Medical School. kalau kau rasa benda tu tak berapa nak power, aku cadang kau try hafal Lights criteria dalam masa 10 saat.

Hmmm time Medical tak banyak gambar sebab busy adapt dengan hospital environment haha.

Ohh we have one here. This was taken in front of toilet before we went to workshop haha


Posting ketiga, Surgery. My favourite posting. Aku rasa Grey's Anatomy ada kena mengena dalam pemilihan aku ni. From large group we were divided into smaller group based on department. So me in hepatobiliary team. Ye hati kakak sudah dijajah haha. Hepato itu hati ye, heart itu jantung. Time surgery aku banyak join ward round specialist and registrar, aku rasa benda tu sangat bermanfaat sampai skrg, banyak benda-benda simple yang keluar exam, yang kau kena tahu boleh dapat dari ward round. The first week memang lah kau blur sebab sometimes diorang cakap perlahan sikit, pastu tetiba ada term yang macam bunyi bahasa Kazakhstan, its okay, you will learn it slowly. Dekat surgery la boleh nampak macam-macam procedure and barang yang selalu nampak kat tv haha. STO, ABG (dekat medical pun banyak), CNS (sama dekat medical pun banyak), scope, NGT, sliding scale, wound dressing, stoma, nak tgk org takde scalp, nk tgk org ada hernia, nak tgk org jaundice pun banyak, nak tgk breast tumor, kau nak tgk apa semua ada kat situ. Lagi best surgery ni 2 ward je, so tak la sakit kaki kakakakaka. Boleh masuk OT, tengok operation. Aku suka tgk operation walaupun aku tak faham tu mende apa sebab semua sama je warna merah kakakkaa. Aku rasa cool boleh ingat semua jenis nama gunting, pisau, ehh yang aku ingat gunting kain ibu jangan kau guna buat gunting sirip ikan hahaha. Mengamuk tak berkesudahan dia.

Us watching movie? Naaa, nope. We were watching ERCP.

Our movie, literally

Dija nak ambik gambar, i said okay one snap je. Shaking ke apa ke lantak situ. This was at the end of the day, that explains my tudung was so serabai.

OT ootd. This was me during laparoscopic cholecystectomy operation that turns into open cholecystectomy. The supposed to be 1 hour procedure jadi 5 hours and half. This picture was taken outside the OT room because i just couldn't stand the temperature. Bilik OT adalah sangat sejuk gilosss. Aku tak tahu macam mana surgeon boleh tahan berbelas jam dalam tu.


Posting terakhir,O&G. Posting yang paling so-so bagi aku. Sebab semua orang tahu aku tak suka sangat O&G. Tapi at one point, best jugak lah. Sebab dalam group aku ada Tian Lee. Manusia bijak bestari, makan minyak ikan 10 tong sehari agaknya dia ni haha. Tapi duduk O&G ni cuak sebab semua doktor garang hahaha. Aku tak rasa la diorg garang gila tapi diorang tegas lebih la dari doktor dekat department lain. Doktor paling cool semuanya dekat surgery rasanya haha. Dekat O&G, tak banyak la persitiwa menarik selain daripada klinik dari pukul 9 pagi sampai 3 petang non stop. Bila aku sebut klinik kau kena faham berdiri dia lama haha. Memang leg day betul haha. Oh lupa, dekat O&G kena masuk ward bersalin dan tgk org bersalin. So ye, aku dah banyak kali tgk orang bersalin. Normal delivery, c-sec, cord round neck pernah tengok. Twins aku pernah examine je. Forcep delivery tak pernah. Lepastu dekat O&G ada oncall. Eh surgery ada jugak oncall. Tapi O&G punya oncall lagi banyak dari surgery.


Its 10pm and we were still in the ward. Thus explains why the picture is shaking.

This is Arif, during routine grand ward round every Friday, presenting his case to the specialists.

Orange ward

This is life when final exam is just around the corner.

Orange ward clan.

Life during O&G mainly circling around ward round, grand ward round, lectures, clinic, tutorial, updating patient's board and workshop. Life was hectic throughout all 4 postings. Hopefully 4th year would be much easier for us to handle.


Ok done about all 4 postingsss. Sekarang kita bergerak-gerak khas -_-
On March, we were invited to Uji's wedding. Alhamdulillah, all my friends dah grown up. Ada yang dah kawin, ada yang dah ada anak lagi. Time is passing by.

With the bride.

Congratulations Uji and husband !!


Embam dah mati :) that was the saddest news for our family during this one year. Embam tu memang satu family sayang dia, even ayah. Ayah ialah orang yang malas layan kucing-kucing, selalu yang layan kucing ibu je, aku pun kengkadang malas. Tapi exceptional dekat Embam. Kalau Embam tidur atas katil, ayah tak kisah sangat, tapi klaau kucing lain tidur, haaa nanti dengar la ada orang gaduh dengan kucing haha. Ibu menangis seminggu time Embam mati tu. Everytime call ibu je, ibu nangis sebab sedih sangat. So ayah pun tanam Embam betul-betul dekattepi rumah. Selalu kalau ada kucing mati, ayah tanam dekat semak depan rumah.

Hmmm apa lagi eh? Teruk nak fikir ni apa jadi dalam masa setahun.

Oh trip Pulau Perhentian. Finally aku dah pergi Pulau Perhentian. Berzaman aku simpan angan-angan nak persi situ haha. Aku pergi masa tu lepas posting Surgery. Ada cuti seminggu tu yang pergi kejap tu. Pergi dengan geng posting. Yang ni pun aku taknak cerita kat sini, itu nanti buat entry lain hahaha. Pokoknya, semua yang holiday aku letak entry lain hahaha. Nah sikit je gambar haha

This is like half of the trip members haha. Safiyyah join trip tau haa jangan memain

I love the combination of the colour. Nanti kalau tetiba aku bawak diri tu semua orang boleh la cari dekat Perhentian.

No filter.

Everyone try nak jadi ikan. Sam, what are you doing omg ?!!

Peyi and Hamie.

I am actually having short term memory loss about what happen within one year. To make my memory function again, i'll put any random picture and if there's any story behind it, i'll share together with the picture. Nampak pemalas naww

This was during MIVG. So basically Sam paksa aku masuk bowling for MIVG. My last bowling tournament probably like 10 years ago, and after that i dont really play it because of time contraint. Sebab rasa bersalah dekat Sam, aku masuk jugak. Tak sangka kitorg menang gold hahaha.

UKM team.

Ini time celebrate birthday Dadok. She's finally in love with sushi after some time haha.


This is my volleyball team for T-super. We managed to get 3rd place, alhamdulillah.

Ahhh action sikit hahaha.

Ada lagi satu kenduri. Ini kenduri Khairun Nisa, another primary school mate. Congrats both of you.

This was us being us.

Ok this is my volleyball team during SUKEM. Ramai kan chinese, they were super nice and lawak. Especially, bila aku or elie buat mistake je, Schei Pei mesti cakap Sis, bangun sis. Aku paling tak boleh bla kalau dia cakap sis, it's like she tried to be serious but it turned out to be hilarious haha

Ini team bola tampar yang ketiga. This is MIVG team. Banyak team enn. Mana tak jammed whatsapp aku haha

Ni last la, tak pernah orang sambut birthday aku datang rumah buat surprise. My birthday was during the first week of O&G. Imagine the hecticness. Hari jumaat tu memang plan nak balik rumah, balik tgk rumah takde orang. Dah nak down dah sbb dah la birthday tapi takde orang pun nak sambut haha. Sekali tu ada orang ketuk pintu, haa ni budak berdua ni dtg bawak kek. I was like revive from my depressive state tau tak haha. That explains my face haha

Finally, dah habis. Basically this was all major event that happened. Maybe ada lagi yang aku terlupa tapi takpelah, dah lupa kan hahaha. 

I dont know when will i update my blog again, but surely i'll try my very best. Semoga dengan cuti sampai bulan 9 ni banyak la semangat nak update blog datang haha

SEKIAN
Adios.